Shit... It hurts !!! :D
It freaking hurts more badly then before when I took blame for everything and apologize. Mainly for the emotions I let go for it. Mainly for the hopelessly fallen into it. Mainly for the fact that I never managed to curse it but always end up praying for it.
Mostly for fallen in Love. Yesterday it felt like am back from hell and again went there. One thing hurt most was that Throughout whole thing everything was related to it but where was I, may be somewhere. It would have been better if i had moved out at the start but couldn't. Now that am officially a fool I have vowed to be the best actress and become as hard as one can. In midst of darkness I thought following this one Ray of light will bring me out in open but it just took me into another much darker world. But I will be fine and I will live :)
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