Dying heart

Hit hit hit.... Thump!!!
Finally nailed my heart. It shudnt even beat unnecessary, mustn't let itself wishing to feel even. I knew feelings are waste of time but still went ahead and crossed some arbitrary line of emotions now all over. It was the game where I supposed to loose and I did lost.
Promises I made someday now I have fulfilled. Promised to be at the said place and I went there. I can see it even touched but like a shadow. I believed it can sense me, how I was so wrong to trust on its words that I was never invisible...
Standing on edge am just waiting for the courtesy call for my finale else its already over for me. I say GOODBYE