Shor - An explosion in Secret World

Why this happens that sometimes you love to think “let’s just love to think of nothing” and accept that you can’t do anything. Looking in the mirror you laugh at yourself and other time when you are alone you feel like crying.
Ask yourself why that’s so?
You try hard to find someone to blame, to shout but can’t find anyone because you don’t want to blame, tired and think of situation or some scene in T.V serials or films which try to match with your feelings and wanted to the same. I remember one of my friend, ones watching “Life in a Metro” there was a scene where one actor Konkona Sen was taken to a hilly terrain outside the city and said to shout out laud as much laud as she can repeatedly until all her pain or frustration comes out. She was wishing the same for her that someone takes her out and she can shouts her loud.
She looked at me but guys trust me to help somebody for this needs a big heart which I don’t have so she has to wait. May be many want to shout isn’t it? Many of you are happy now & many angry, frustrated or many simply expressionless to avoid something they don’t want to share and will keep it in their own secret world. Secret world!!!