I "Burning"

When you say tired that suposed to be mean you are physically tired but now when I am saying I am tired that means I am mentally tired, now no more you its all me. In my wish list there are many things to do and to wish which now I am unsure wether I can ever get the or not; I my backdrop there's a flying gal which I wanted to be but never made it happen so. It says you, one should not think of I instead of we, but he/she or should tell me what's next ? Wether we be ever together or it will be remain as well like those picture puzzles where pictures are in pieces and children plays it by joining them parts by parts. It seems I am the worst player ever in this life cycle where I can join other pieces but always failed to collect my pieces and put them correctly. It's torture for me but for others it's worth in going with different pieces but still loosely atached to look very much a picture frame. In my wish list theres one more list, to separate myself from that perfect picture frame. Picture is great but the glasses of frame is cracked, each time I touched it, it cut my finger.
Love, relationships, trust it seems they are those of scented candles which when burnt to show their light, they just melted & keep melting till they fumed and d which dissapear later proved costly and repented by those who bought. Now comes I, who has love inside but can't show, why cuz simply lost the trust on my fate over relationships, cuz simply there are many cracks inside me, cus there are many cuts which bleeds always whenever comes in touch of LOVE.