Calling someone???

why at times we fail to express ourselves to the one we want to? why we cannot laugh on others jokes and limits to only smile. Why when we want to cry out but stepback to cry?
I wish I cud hide myself some where so that no body could see me or invisible like moon behind clouds. May be it happens with every body but who cares when u can't help yourself and can not show the practical way of life. Up in terrace at night when winds touched me and and I let my soul reached to it. With the mute voice of wind heart starts playing and I feel like flowing away slowly with the winds. surrendering myself to this mischievous wind. and trust me it feels really good atleast for me.

Loneliness can be ones true frend and Nature your best frend everynight is with you.