SORRY!!!
This five letter word is so simple to say and I use this a minimum of hundred times, that time honestly saying was very easy to say for me. But now I realized its importance and also the fact that it should be use with great care. I confess I did many wrong things in my life till now and said sorry for those but for one time this word becomes too hard and I found its existence was not there at that time.
The person to whom I did wrong is my closest person in life, who knows me and on him is my full trust and the one who love me and want to marry me. Earlier when he proposed me for marriage, I took my time to say “YES” but soon after that I realized that this is impossible for me, and with the thought of not betraying him I said “NO”. I hurt the person I never want to and land on to the biggest mistake of my life and “SORRY” just like me, lost its value. He announced me as guilty but no punishment may be that was his love but soon after that my every seconds too keep announcing me as guilty, the fact that I am guilty was itself becomes a great never ending punishment and on top of that besides punishing me, he start punishing himself and becomes alcoholic and chain smoker. Whenever I tried to stop him for taking alcohol turns his ears deaf and the reason from him I get every time is the feeling of relax and to forget the fact how I cheated him. My hundred times SORRY was of no use now. Our friendship is still on a smooth drive but guilt within me and may be a small piece of anger within him is still there.
My biggest mistake by breaking the trust of the person who love me a lot, who is very dear to me
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I don't know who is wrong Ivan, earlier I said yes not because of love but the understanding between us as I said he is the closest person in my life. and yes Iam lucky that he love me but dear can u mek tht person's life miserable in the future and prove 2 b a burden later.I have some prob. which hv no solns. till yr life ends.